Infatuation it is superficial, overpowering, fickle, and short lived. Battling our own better judgement and fighting very hard to avoid seeing a situation clearly. A roller coaster of emotions. Likely to change, especially in affections, intentions, loyalties, or preferences. The true definiton of our months spent together. What I felt I let you know immediately. Your heart should have been open. I started to become confused, and it was and is suffocating me. Suffocating like needing CPR, in the emrgency room, should I pull out your I.V.? I'm in the hospital room with my friends and family staring at a flat line. I feel as if I am in a coma, as if i can't get out of these feelings I have for you. You have dug my grave, locked my casket, and filled the space with dirt. I am scratching at the casket, trying to work my way up from the dirt. I hit rock bottom, will I ever climb my way to the top?
I got a big ego and you have such a big ego. I hate your big ego and all I did was stroke your big ego.I like to joke around but I no longer want to be Russel Peters. How can I miss something that was never there? I could swear this was all lust to you, it hurts how ones feelings can shade reality. Maybe you will change your mind.
Welcome to the wonderful world of gold plated.
I need you.
I want you.
I got to have you.
This Infatuation.
xoxOMG
-AC, what the BUTT?!
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